HOW?

I was at Jenny's house and I noticed I didn't have my memory card for my camera. I really wanted to take a picture. She reminded me of my internal memory on the camera itself. I had forgotten all about this. I was scrolling through the 4 pictures,that is all this camera will hold without a memory card. I came across this picture of Ryan and Kiersten. At the time I pretended it didn't bother me. Here is this picture of Ryan and Kiersten that I can not even remember taking. We where at the Airport. The morning that Ryan had to return to Iraq, his R&R was over. How can I not remember taking this? I don't even remember having a camera with me. It was a little hard to hold back my feelings today when I did finally come across it. This picture, such a beautiful picture can bring such sadness.